03 4 / 2014

Hi, you!

How are you doing? As I met you yesterday, I can conclude that you are in a good condition. I am glad to see you yesterday.

Well, it has been 5 months. I believe that there some things happened in your life, right? Because there things that happened in mine, too.

There’s a thing I wish I could tell you directly. I want to say sorry. I know I already said that but I feel it is important to say like about this one.

I am sorry that I called you stupid once back then.

Do you remember about a year ago, when we talked about how our love life before with our friends? You said that you were still stuck on your ex for years. Me, who thought knowing everything, said “Hey, what are you doing? You haven’t moved on. That’s stupid. Good things will come ahead!” After a while, you said to me that the word STUPID has struck you and made you think.

In the end, I ended up falling in love with you who I called stupid.

Through this 5 months, I realize that you can’t easily say to people, “Hey, you should move on! Let him/her go!” Those just words. Like my friend said, "Funny thing, our lives are… there are a lot of people that might have told you about letting go and moving on. Most of them could have said it the way I said it. But we’ll never understand it until we experience it firsthand". So, thank God for your presence. I never regret to let you in in my life and my heart.

In the end, happy birthday, you! Hope you always be protected and be blessed.

Regards,

Ninis.

26 3 / 2014

13 3 / 2014

akhirulsyah:

but you didn’t..

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02 3 / 2014

Labrinth feat. Emeli Sande - Beneath Your Beautiful

28 2 / 2014

Saat raganya tak lagi dekat, dia selalu di hati dan membuatmu mendoakannya selalu.

01 2 / 2014

Japanese brand. Love their simplicity.

Japanese brand. Love their simplicity.

19 1 / 2014

Cuaca Bandung akhir-akhir ini sangat memanjakan. Terlebih bagi orang-orang yang sedang gelisah dengan kehidupannya. Entah karena pilihan, sesuatu yang hilang, atau sesuatu yang dirindukan.

Kelabu merupakan pertanda akan datangnya hujan. Warna ini muncul pada awan saat jumlah air didalamnya sampai pada titik jenuh. Manusia pada umumnya bereaksi dengan menyiapkan jaket atau payung atau dengan.. merenung.

Hujan adalah pertunjukan utamanya. Titik-titik air turun membasahi bumi. Tanah, selokan, jalan, semua basah. Di saat inilah kadang manusia tenggelam dalam diamnya sendiri-sendiri. Entah menunggu hujan, merutuki baju dan sepatu yang basah, atau… berdoa.

Dingin menyertai keduanya. Kelabu dan hujan. Saat inilah manusia mencari kehangatan. Entah dari jaket, pemanas ruangan, tiupan nafas sendiri atau bahkan… pelukan.

Sejak saya tahu hujan sebaiknya tidak dirutuki (karena Hadist Rasullullah SAW menyebut bahwa salah satu saat terbaik untuk berdoa adalah saat hujan turun), saya menanggapi hujan dengan berbeda.

Like they said, "There’s always a rainbow coming after the rain".

Memang saya masih gelisah. Hanya saja kali ini berbeda. Dulu, hujan membuat saya makin merutuki pilihan atau jalan hidup yang dijalani. Sekarang? Tuhan selalu di sisi saya, yang senantiasa memeluk meski kadang saya tak merasa dan mendengar setiap lantunan doa saya, khususnya pada salah satu saat berdoa yang terbaik, yaitu di setiap turunnya hujan.

10 1 / 2014

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10 1 / 2014

"Patience is a hard discipline. It is not just waiting until something happens over which we have no control: the arrival of the bus, the end of the rain, the return of a friend, the resolution of a conflict. Patience is not a waiting passivity until someone else does something. Patience asks us to live the moment to the fullest, to be completely present to the moment, to taste the here and now, to be where we are. When we are impatient we try to get away from where we are. We behave as if the real thing will happen tomorrow, later and somewhere else. Let’s be patient and trust that the treasure we look for is hidden in the ground on which we stand."

Henri Nouwen (via creatingaquietmind)

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26 12 / 2013

Di setiap periode atau masa, sebuah pelajaran pasti dapat dipelajari. Entah lewat peristiwa macam apa, baik maupun buruk.

Terima kasih untukmu.

Karenamu, aku jadi mengerti bahwa dua lebih baik daripada satu. Dua itu lebih membahagiakan dan menenangkan. Dua itu lebih damai. Dua itu lebih kuat. Kamu memberikan aku petunjuk tentang “Don’t give up on love”.

Hei, kamu…. Itulah yang telah kau bawa untukku. Terima kasih banyak yang tak terhingga.